An ex-boyfriend once asked me what I want to get out of life. My reply came so quickly you’d think I’d been mulling over the perfect response for a week.
But in truth, I think I’ve just always lived my life this way. I’m pretty sure the response was actually hard-wired into my developing brain before I even came out of the womb.
I told him:
“I want to be happy… I want to have beautiful, true relationships with people… And I don’t want to live forever, but I want to leave behind something that does.”
Some people will mention success, but I believe happiness precedes success, and that success is subjective.
Many people will rattle off a long list of milestones and accomplishments.
I could have said I want to see the world, to have grand adventures, to tell my story and learn the stories of others. I could have said I want to write and act and save animals and get married and raise children. But those are all just forks on a path leading to the same destination.
I could have said I want to change the world.
Because I did, I do. And in my own way, I believe I am.
At the heart of it all, I want to be remembered when I leave this earth. Not by name, not by face, but by what I do with my passions.
I want to be significant.
I want my life to have significance.
I want to create significance.
As both an artist and a scientist, I am making my mark on the world.
Humans are often depicted as either left-brained or right-brained, but I constantly find myself smack dab in the middle. I am equally as analytical as I am creative. I used to think it was such a strange combination, opposing forces rolling around my synapses.
But I can’t think of any two fields of study that are more actively engaged, that are more actively leaving something behind on this planet.
Scientists are working so that future generations can exist. Centuries ago, they made discoveries that we are still appreciating today.
Artists are writing stories, shooting films, choreographing dances, playing music, painting pictures, taking photos. Millenia after it was created, we are still appreciating art.
I want my great-great-great-great grandchildren to spot sea turtles in the ocean because I helped save them from extinction. I want my children’s children’s children to know empathy because they felt it in the movies I made.
I want the future generations to chase their dreams because I wrote about chasing mine.